It is exactly 11 months to the day that my life was forever changed. I can not believe, don't want to believe, a year will soon be approaching since I last saw my love. The memories keep flooding my brain. I can vividly remember events that took place the last months of his life...never knowing that they were to be our last months together. Time, they say, heals all wounds.....I no longer believe this. Time has only made the pain so much more intense. The longing becomes greater, the pain more intense. I will love him forever.